So, now that summer has finally ended, I’ll get back into my creative flow again. I cannot with words express how grateful I am that the summer heat waves are finally over. I am one of these people who don’t handle heat very well, at all. My whole body shuts down to survival mode. I can’t think. I can’t move. I can’t do bloody anything, and it’s so boring, yet nothing I can do about it because my body and my brain refuses anything more than – survive.
But now, the temperature is on normal levels again, and I can pick up where I left off before summer.
So, few new things has happened during the summer. Surely, you know by now about the e-book I published – the Self which wasn’t mine. The book is a deepdive into the experiences and memories of being brought up by a covert narcissist. I use that expression because I learnt it during summer. The whole book presents various memories and experiences of having a covert narcissist as a mother, and the consequences of this.
So what’s going to happen now, is that I am going to write another book. But this time, it’ll be about recovery from living in a narcissistic relation. It’ll be strongly biased to the relation mother/child, of course, since that’s where my experience lies.
I didn’t really expect this. I had no plans whatsoever of doing something like this, but I found a new Youtube channel discussing all things narcissistic, and I’ve realized that I have come so far on my journey of recovery. It’d be unfair not to share what I’ve done to get this far.
I have no idea exactly when I’ll get started on this book. I have quite a few other things to do as well. I’m collaborating with Will Atherton at the Fenrir Canine Show on Youtube, and that’ll take up some of my time.
Mainly, this post is just a reminder – both to you and to myself, that I most certainly am not vanished into thin air, and that things will get kickstarted again. All of a sudden, I feel kinda busy. 😀
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